Ok well I am home. And my journey to finding myself is getting better. I learned so much about where I came from. I spent more time with my dad in 12 days than I have in my whole life. Things I do certain lil habits that I have no idea where they came from; now I know. My grandmother Airlene, aka mamo, was an amazing gardner a wonder with plants. She planted seeds of her legacy in me when I was very young, before my earliest memories, they grew to fruition as I grew older. I had been afraid I had been a dissapointment to her and the family; I should have known better. She was proud of everything any of her children or grandchildren did. She was an amazing woman and I am proud to have been descended from her.